I'm afraid my bruised heart will get anotherr punchh♥

Okay, So I havent done my blog in.. uh,
10 days. x]
And, um, that's awhile.
I know .
So here's the thing;

Valentine's Day was good.
He liked my cookies. A lot. : ]
so, I'm happy . About that .
We had a great day, too♥
which is amazing .

He's like a shadow.
Like a big black bird .
He stares at me & doesn't come close .
But he brushes my face with
his featherrs,

Anyway , Last weekend was great, too .
Seriously .
Matt is an FMA fan . That's AMAZING, right ?
I know, I know. Ahhahaa .
Um, He bought ..4 books.
Plus, one for me . B.O.D.Y vol. 4.
Yes, I do feel bad for it . still .
*sigh* horrrriiiibbbbbllleeeee .

The movies was fun .
Paul Blart: Mall cop .
Not the greatest of movies.
But alright .
I was kind of distracted with Matthew though.
Not the BAAAD distracted.
I liked his arm around me annd..
Somehow.. I ended up putting popcorn in his mouth.
I don't know when or whatever.
But I did. And let him sip my drink .
Apparently, when we first went to the movies
to see Seven Pounds, I did the same thing.
I don't believe him. lmao .

A wise girl kisses; but doesn't love,
Listens; but doesn't believe,
And leaves; before she is left.

Mmm ...
Oh.
I have an Ear Infection and a sore throat.
Go me, right ? Ugh .
I keep complaining.
My mum suppose to be searching for the
Ear drops.. Right at this moment.
She's probably having another cigarette.
But whatever . I'll bug her laterrr .

Um, I missed school today .
'Cause mum needed help with the dogs to go to the vet .
WOW, excitingg. >.>
This weekend, she said that Gary and her are going
to a party at Junior's ( Gary's buddy.).
an all-night party.
So, basically...
I'll be home alone.
Mum said I could have a girlfriend stay over if I wanted . : D
But, I don't know .
I asked Shiloh. Hopefully she can .
I don't know if I want to ask anyone
else, really . : /
I'm a loser liike that .

Sometimes I wonder what you
think of me ;
Or if you do at all .

Um, I have Civics brochure due tomorrow.
Ouch , haven't started.
Going to get Johnny to help .
Annnnd History Essay due Friday .
English assignment thing on Romeo & Juliet
due on friday, also .

I AM TALKING TO CALLY--
AND SOMEHOW, SOMEWAY SHE HAS FOUND OUT
I AM SICK .

I DON'T KNOW HOW.

I BARELY SAID THAT I WAS SICK TO ANYONE .
IT'S KIND OF CREEEPY.
I'M SCARED .
OMGGGGG THE WORLD IS GOING TO
ENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNND .

... I died . XP

ιf ι αsked you to be my Vαℓentιne; Would you sαy " Yes"?

So, I feel like shit. Badly.
Horribly .
I was baking. And what I was making..
Yeah, they didn't turn out well .
Well, apparently they did, mum said.
But she was probably saying that to make me feel better .
I was bawling my eyes out .
My eyes are red.
True story .
I was making Shortbread cookies &
They turned out bad.. I think our stove was being stupid .
They took longer to bake than the time it suppose to..
And ugh, pissed me off .
Yeah, go me . I cry.
All the time . STUUUUPID .
Gawd; That also pisses me off .
Crying, I mean . It's so lame .
BLAH . -.-

My heart to you is given,
Oh, do give yours to me;
We'll lock them up together,
& throw away the key .

I haven't really written in awhile.
So incase you don't know,
I'm off grounding.
Got off grounding last Tuesday .
Annnnnd I got praised by my English teacher,
because I guess I can actually READ a play
unlike some people .
It's not that hard. Like, geez .
Bugs me.
But everything bugs me right now.
So, bear with me .

How can I forget you
when you're always on my mind ?
How can I not want you
when you're all I want inside ?
How can I let you go
when I can't see us apart ?
How can I not love you
When you control my heart♥?

I feel bad .
My first emotion on Valentine's Day is shitty.
Crappy. I'M CRYING, damnit.
Painful.
I wanted him to have the perfect cookies.
But they are a disaster .
I can't say I broke them on the way to see him,
considering he's going to be reading this soon.
Hi Matthew. I hope you like your cookies. : )
*sigh* They don't even look edible.
Now THAT is scary.
Mum tried cheering me up .
Saying, " Remember the first time we made cookies?
We used Baking Soda instead of Flour by accident?"
Yeah, didn't work .
She kept saying, " you suppose to smile now. Smile. "
Etc .
Didnt really feel like smiling . Obviously .


I love when you look at me
because for a second, I know,
I crossed your mind.

Gary got mum something. It was really cute.
Gary told mum not to come into the
computer room, and he closed the curtains
[ which he never does, apparently],
Said he had to do something on the comp that
she couldn't see.
He also told her to stay instead all Thursday and
that she'll hear about her surprise during the
day.
Obviously, something was suppose to be delivered.
Geez, anyone would know that. But her, of course .
Gary got her.. Chocolate covered strawberries wrapped,
With a teddybear [ bean bag, and REALLY soft] attached
to it, with two helium balloons;
which I keep asking for.
She won't give in . arg.
She's been trying to eat them, there are A LOT.
I have to help , xD

There's a place in me where
your fingertips still rest,
your kiss still lingers &
your whispers softly echo..
It's the place where a part of
you, will forever be a part of
me; ♥

Anyywayy;
Matthew. Sorry for lying and saying I give up on the blog.
even though I didn't.
You just couldn't see it yet .
Since it says everything in here. : D
I love youu , : )

I'm too lazy to do the song right now .
so, BLAH .

I've got a lovely bunch of cocunuts♫

" The drugs are quick; Thus, with a kiss, I die ."

Kai .. For now .
I have this thing for Romeo & Juliet .
Like, seriously .
I've always had a thing for it.. But, I mean , I really like it right now .
Like the quotes etc .
We're reading the play in English .
And doing questions,
It's fun .

"Give me my Romeo;
When he shall die,
Take him and cut him into little stars.
And he will make the face of heaven fine
that all the world will be in love with night;
And pay no worship to the garnish sun." - Juliet

I'm grounded. Still .
Been grounded since, like, Monday ,
For the homeless-being-at-Mattew's-house thing .
No biggie .

Might get off soon .
I'm only grounded for a week .
Off the phone .
Can't go outside, nor anyone allowed in .
Johnny came over though .
He let me play Kingdom hearts.
Bahaha , :)
He sucks though. >.>
Because I say so , that's why . : D

"Death lies on her like
an untimely frost, Upon
the sweestest flower of all
the field. "

I have to do a speech for English, too .
What am I doing it on ?
Oh, how nice of you to ask . : )
Um, Cancer.
Not, like, just cancer. period.
There is going to be a little statistics but..
I think i'm going to base it on my experience.
I may start with, SOMETHING like,
( Doesn't mean I'm going to say it..)
"When people talk about Cancer, You always
hear statistics or how their friend/ family member
had died from it, you never hear anything about
how it emotionally affected their family.."
Then I'll probably introduce my topic and continue .
" I learned from a very young age;
I had a high percentage.. or a larger chance of getting
cancer than most people.."
Etc , Maybe something like that .
Then the after effects .

Romeo; I dreamt a dream tonight .
Mercutio; And so did I .
Romeo; And what was yours ?
Mercutio; That dreamers often lie .

Ahh, It's time for me to get off now . : (
Bye byeee;


If you can not find the lyrics you want,
You may want to request them.
My beauty, and love
Where are you,
Cause its been long enough,
Long enough
She's someone, I can trust
I don't have you girl,
I want you
And I gotta love you now, singin'

Cherie Amour by George Nozuka .