ιf ι αsked you to be my Vαℓentιne; Would you sαy " Yes"?

So, I feel like shit. Badly.
Horribly .
I was baking. And what I was making..
Yeah, they didn't turn out well .
Well, apparently they did, mum said.
But she was probably saying that to make me feel better .
I was bawling my eyes out .
My eyes are red.
True story .
I was making Shortbread cookies &
They turned out bad.. I think our stove was being stupid .
They took longer to bake than the time it suppose to..
And ugh, pissed me off .
Yeah, go me . I cry.
All the time . STUUUUPID .
Gawd; That also pisses me off .
Crying, I mean . It's so lame .
BLAH . -.-

My heart to you is given,
Oh, do give yours to me;
We'll lock them up together,
& throw away the key .

I haven't really written in awhile.
So incase you don't know,
I'm off grounding.
Got off grounding last Tuesday .
Annnnnd I got praised by my English teacher,
because I guess I can actually READ a play
unlike some people .
It's not that hard. Like, geez .
Bugs me.
But everything bugs me right now.
So, bear with me .

How can I forget you
when you're always on my mind ?
How can I not want you
when you're all I want inside ?
How can I let you go
when I can't see us apart ?
How can I not love you
When you control my heart♥?

I feel bad .
My first emotion on Valentine's Day is shitty.
Crappy. I'M CRYING, damnit.
Painful.
I wanted him to have the perfect cookies.
But they are a disaster .
I can't say I broke them on the way to see him,
considering he's going to be reading this soon.
Hi Matthew. I hope you like your cookies. : )
*sigh* They don't even look edible.
Now THAT is scary.
Mum tried cheering me up .
Saying, " Remember the first time we made cookies?
We used Baking Soda instead of Flour by accident?"
Yeah, didn't work .
She kept saying, " you suppose to smile now. Smile. "
Etc .
Didnt really feel like smiling . Obviously .


I love when you look at me
because for a second, I know,
I crossed your mind.

Gary got mum something. It was really cute.
Gary told mum not to come into the
computer room, and he closed the curtains
[ which he never does, apparently],
Said he had to do something on the comp that
she couldn't see.
He also told her to stay instead all Thursday and
that she'll hear about her surprise during the
day.
Obviously, something was suppose to be delivered.
Geez, anyone would know that. But her, of course .
Gary got her.. Chocolate covered strawberries wrapped,
With a teddybear [ bean bag, and REALLY soft] attached
to it, with two helium balloons;
which I keep asking for.
She won't give in . arg.
She's been trying to eat them, there are A LOT.
I have to help , xD

There's a place in me where
your fingertips still rest,
your kiss still lingers &
your whispers softly echo..
It's the place where a part of
you, will forever be a part of
me; ♥

Anyywayy;
Matthew. Sorry for lying and saying I give up on the blog.
even though I didn't.
You just couldn't see it yet .
Since it says everything in here. : D
I love youu , : )

I'm too lazy to do the song right now .
so, BLAH .

I've got a lovely bunch of cocunuts♫