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My boyfriend neglects me. I'm sad.

So, what's today ?
>.>
Uh, hmm. Checking my computer clock . : )
It's the 28th! Woot, go me for figuring that out .
I haven't written in like, eight days.
A week and one day . : (
Um, I'd be lying if I said a lot has happened.
Well, I guess..
Enough to fill this blog atleast.
Enough to make it look long. lol .
Go me . ^_^

Sometimes I wish I had never met you
because then I could go to bed at night
not knowing there was someone like
you was out there .

Oo
My mother came into my room, squinting..
Telling me " Strike one. "
Huh ???
My grounding thing.. For the chores.
Yeah, I was suppose to do them right away .
And I said I'd be good.
WHICH I HAVE.
I forgot to put away the dishes, =_= .
AND I'm doing laundry right now,
at 10:10pm.
The laundry is silent, like wtf .
It's not that loud .

She pisses me off SO much .
ARRGG I :MXFYIP MPS : (
And she wonders why I never want to talk to her
or stay home .
It's pathetic.

I hate them. I hate them both.

They can go fucking die in hole for all I care.

A heart breaking isn't as loud as a bomb exploding..
Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather
falling . And the most painful thing is,
no one can hear it; except you.

Gary came into my room in swimming shoes..
I forget what they're called..
And was angry and said to make juice.
I did.
I locked my door.
And am waiting for Matthew to come back from
the store and talk to me .

Every few nights or so, you pop

into my dreams, I just

can't get rid of you, like

you got rid of me .

Anyway , Not last night..
But the night before,
I slept at the school for a ThinkFast
Program.
It was actually fun, minus the fact
I twisted my ankle on the way there &
It swelled up so bad I could barely walk..
I did okay with the not eating for 24 hours
thing though. Which is good .
Um.. We had a little paper which had
each word written out a few times:
Juice (6x)
Tea (2x)
Broth (2x)
Crackers (2x)
Everytime we wanted one, We'd ask for it;
And they'd cross it off..

I wish I was a kid again,
because skinned knees
Are easier to fix than broken hearts.

I'm running out of things to say..
I don't really feel like writing anymore .
Oh, a few more things though :
-> Tina; You, really, need to learn how to make use
of quotes properly. lol : )
-> Mattchew got an interview. yay♥!
-> Litercy test April 2nd.
-> ... Dentist appointment April 1st.
-> I got new shoes & a new wallet which matches my purse.
-> I got more quotes. And the updated msn, Do not download it.
-> I'm still doing laundry.. Go me.
-> " Would you Rather" is a real fun game. play it.
-> I'm bored.
>: [ ; Byeee .

Random quotes. : )

The worst thing is holding onto someone
who doesn't want to be held onto.

It's true, we don't know
what we've got until it's gone,
but we don't know
what we've been missing until it
arrives.

What we have here is a dreamer.
Someone completely out of
touch with reality.
When she jumped,
She probably thought she could fly.

And maybe I wish you would
cry yourself to sleep, just once,
like I did for you;
so many times.

I do believe,
Somewhere in the abyss of endlessness,
I ripped up a heart and swallowed it whole.
Not out of love, or out of rage,
but out of curiousity alone.
The worst part is, it was my own.

Oh, btw.
My boyfriend doesn't neglect me . : D
Thought I'd mention it..
Because he was probably saying
" Wtf.. ? " Near the beginning.
I love you, Mattchew. : )

You are the answer to
every prayer I've offered.
You are a song, a dream, a whisper
& I don't know how I could live
without you for as long as I have.
I love you, more than you
can ever imagine.
I always have and always will♥ .

[ Notebook . ]