Sunday, March 15, 2009

I'll trade you a smile; for a kiss♥

Omg, I look like a whore. That's SO great . : D

I haven't written in like.. a week and ONE day .
Sorry ?
So, anyway .
I'm grounded . Again .
For what ? You may be asking;
Well, for giving attitude and not doing chores.
Ah, well .

It was horrible at first, but then TODAY ...
I went out for the first time since thursday [ Not including school ].
Ah, how great it felt . lol
I seen Mattchew today, too .
^_^ My mum talked to Corey well I spent a few minutes with Matt.
yay , : P
I'm all happy now .
Kinda cheesy, I know. Leave me alone. -.-

Dear Girl,
I just thought you should know,
I
melted when I heard him
call you ' beautiful .'
Love always,
Your heart. x33


So, I forgot to mention..
I'll be off grounding soon .
As long as I do chores without them reminding me. >: [
blah .

yay ? :/

" Do you remember when you were a little
kid and you wanted a toy really bad when you went
to the store, but your
mum wouldn't let you get it , NO MATTER
how much you begged ? Well, that's
how I feel about you ." - Me reading a quote to Matthew
" You better not get taken back for a refund!" - Matthew


I'm not that sick anymore btw .
Like, I still have my stuffy nose and flem .
And a cough. xD
Not as bad as it was before, so that's good, right ? ^__^

They were right when they said Love
is the slowest form of suicide, because
his lips are laced with cyanide, & I'm
so addicted to his kiss♥ .

I still have homework to do, too .
Two Romeo & Juliet assignments that are overdo,
a concrete poem..
I thought I had History... a war letter to do ,
but if it's late.. then no point in it anymore .
The teacher that was marking them is gone . [Mr. James]
Because he was, like , one of them people that
teach to BECOME a teacher..
So, yeah, he's not a teacher yet .
He's cool .

The best kind of kiss is;;
the kind when you have to stop
because you can't help but
smile ,

This post isn't going to be that long.. so, yeah .
As long as a few of them atleast. lmao .
I'm amused.

OH!
Okay, truthfully.. I know I've become anti-social .
I like it that way really,
but I'm SCARED!!!
This summer.. I know I'm going to socialise..
Because every summer I do .
Habit, I guess.
But last summer was cool . >.>
Anyway , I don't want to make friends.
But I also don't want people to feel bad..

Like last summer.. There was a few people who
wasn't with anyone and was alone,
yeah well.. since I'm SO great.. I made friends with them .
Go me . T__T
And, like, I dislike children [ I don't hate them anymore. :) ]
right ?
So.. when I was at the pool a lot.. some children were sad..
and I was nice to them.
And [ Reason why I don't really like children : ] they followed me
everywhere from then on.. everytime they saw me .
UGHH EJYTDFJKSRTDHN!!!
So frustrating .

I know I'm made of mistakes, disappointments,
& failures.
But, I promise you that, there is a part of me
that is actually
worth keeping .

Socialising. ARG .
I don't like pretending to be nice .
And I don't like the people who think I'm cool
because I'm brutally honest .
Like, I know this chick [ Not going to say her name]
and I KNOW she thinks I'm cool..
Because I'm mature.. : /
And, when I speak I'm mean .
It's annoying.
You can tell she thinks it by the way she laughs
and how she looks at me .
I want to hit her . -___-
I know it's mean . But it pisses me off .
It really does . Gr ,
& then there are the people that are REALLY self-
centred.
Like, I know I am for a fact..
But atleast I admit it ... and Don't TRY to make the conversations
about me . : / *sigh*

The best kind of kiss is the unexpected;;
unplanned ones that come naturally, like in
the middle of a sentence .

Anyway , I'm done .
I'm hungry.. Food . : D


Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I'm passin' up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they like it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
Just steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him right now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause God it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

1 comment:

Toast said...

soo...you mean ppl like ...Jordan...mmmJordan. *lick*
<.<
>.>
had to!